In
XXX I get the point.
reassignment,
forget, listen
(Improv) anew +
smell the coffee
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Context? Hey-
XXXI has beautiful
1st 2 lines, luv. |
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"batteries"-Not
my favorite quarry)
I resolve the night
before N. Year's eve
to conform |
after
Berrigan
"in the air winds
dance"
winds are the air,
in a way that the fish
are not the water-
but so what? Let
them dance-
winds, fish, water,
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comma
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the anonymous
projection of my
inner "yin"-ideal
sits reading a
newspaper,
in a pharmaceutical
commercial . I like
the jut of her breasts
under her crew.
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"how
strange to be
gone in a minute,"
writes Berrigan. |
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“truckle” |
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(XXXVIII) |
do
not connect
the dots
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29
Dec. 06 |
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well,
Anderson Cooper
is cautioning us
about images
about to be
shown – before
the execution –
after (hush)
consultation
at the highest
levels of CNN.
(The “I” grows
short of breath.)
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I
will away now
to the music
room, to
inspect
my toes—
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Christian
Iraqis
in Dearborn
Michigan cheer.
Say this hanging
justifies the War.
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“Everybody
is so
happy right now.”
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Hundreds of
Dogfights
Canceled |
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in
Denver |
more
on Ted
12 / 30 / ‘06
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“aleatory”
(pg. 5)
( “aleatory methods”
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: Alice Notley
on Ted Berrigan )
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Hit
men
kept saying
“pointless”
Precisely, I should
have said - - |
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Mustn’t
speak
ill of the dead .
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Why
seemeth it so
important to
finish T.Shandy ?
make mine with
anchovies
iced espresso
a la Turk |
claim
: the intention
of the organism ?
might as well say
the intention of
the orgasm
is to survive
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Consult
the |
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what ? |
impressed
by the single
white duck
among all those
glistening
darks –-
Lake Storey
with my ex-friend
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gut
necktie
party
N. Year’s
Eve
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closure
?
---- peace
or retribution ? |
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11:28
eve of
N Y Eve ascension
of key
mouse - -
emotive
dogma
chalice
of shit |
a
Christian
President
claims the
hanging
was “an
advance”
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The
enthusiasm of
a
certain sect
of
non-pagan
literalists—
orange
juice
in
California
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Look
at XLIV
and think forty three
(XL
: „forty“)
(then IV : „three“)
Hear what I mean?
I mean XLIII.
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Listen,
man |
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Lieberman
insists |
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we
should |
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be
proud—
prowed; Prow’d
we did the right thing |
DIVINE
REALM: Can you be suggesting, venerable Subhuti,
that even a fully awakened Buddha is a magical display? Or
even that
the ultimate principle of Buddha nature, from which all Buddhas
emerge, is a dream?
SUBHUTI: Absolutely.
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(„Absolutely
Nothing To Understand,“
Mother of the Buddhas: Meditation
On the Prajnaparamita Sutra, Lex Hixon)
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Stella
sucking my dick
me numb to it – was
it my lack, luck, or
didn’t she know how? |
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Not
numb to my tongue sheooohed
going over / the hurdle / the
hump / making it .. I sd I was
glad, I was. I told her
I was glad and I was. |
Stella
liked
my elbow patches, my
tweed. I still have it.
my tweed. Ted’s
dead. Stella’s alive.
The lions were starving.
gaunt. The rabbits
escaped, one at a time,
on bicycles. |
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mechanisms
resembling
bicycles. Uncanny.
Some biologist, some
Wendel or Bob, showed
up with MSG to sprinkle
on bark, rabbit scent,
to toss to the lions.
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Lost
in their distraction
and we must have
clambered up the hill,
humping it, late
to school where
the students were
cheating . At play. |
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note: first two lines, sonnet XXXI :
„And then one morning to waken perfect-faced
To the big promise of emptiness“
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